is it worthless? yeah, so are you.

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To Write Love On Her Arms has affected me in many different ways, all of them positive, though. I remember the first time that I read Renee's story: my friend walked into class with a TWLOHA shirt, and I commented, asking what it was about.

That story changed my life.

I got involved immediately, and started telling everyone about it. At this time, I was a little too...eager, if you will, and so many people told me I was crazy and this organization wouldn't help at all. I'd just love to rub it in their faces now.

This street team has helped me in so many ways. That sounds super cheesy, and this is going to sound worse, but it's like a family. A giant family, where everyone loves you no matter what you've gone through, what you've done. So many people on there have made a difference in my life, including but not limited to Erin, Bobby, Jude and Julia. I love them to death, and if anyone hurts them, they'll have to come to me!

I recently broke six months of not cutting, and I felt like shit after it happened. I decided to post something about it on the boards, and I no longer feel guilty. These phenomenal people are so important to me and my life : if they weren't here, I doubt a lot of us would be as well.

So why is TWLOHA important to me?

Well, I guess, in a funny sort of way, it saved me.

That's why.

-Isaac

Fuck you.

I mean, seriously. Can't you see what you're doing to him? You're physically hurting him. If you walked over to him, ripped his heart out, stomped on it, and then put it back into his body, you couldn't do any more damage than what you're doing now.

You say you're gay. That's fine! But what's ridiculous is that you're saying this while lying on top of him. You know how much he's in love with you. We don't need your fucking pity party. Saying that it's not worth it loving you, and that you'll only hurt him makes no difference. He's still going to love you. He still does!

I am at such a loss for words right now. I cannot believe you. You are acting so juvenile. If you're going to push him away and say that you're not attracted to him like that, then actually STAY away, and DON'T act like you actually are attracted to him! Because that is just confusing him, driving him insane, and quite frankly, KILLING him.

Ugh. You know, I don't even care that I know you can read this. I'm so sick of everyone's bullshit.

Just break me, shake me, hate me, take me over...


Hahahaha, wow. I totally love this.

a) List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself
b) Tag seven people to do the same
c) Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it"

tagged by akai_senshi and ria_awesome (being tagged by two people does NOT mean I'm doing it twice)
tagging mercurychaos, twitchybitchy, plotbunniofdoom, faerie_lullaby, omarandjohnny, robynsummers, xo_tara_xo

( I'm not s'posed to be online HAHAHAHAHA. )

my fingers hurt
i'm banging the keys

and i can't seee w hat i'm typingf anymore

famous last woprds iis on repeat
she'sd kicking me oout

meagan knowns

all i can see myself is my hand with that razoor

my grip on reality is fading

i am still so much in love with him and no matter how much it fucking kills me to say it i can't stop saying it

i have mono.
can barely type.
ugggggggggggggggggggggggggggh.

Kelton's coming over.

He'll be here in about ten minutes.

Oh god.

Update to follow.

SQUEEE

I was bored so I checked out Chiodos's web site...

I CAN TOTALLY AFFORD TIX TO THEIR SHOW!

They're only $20.50 per ticket for floor, which means seats will be even cheaper. :D:D:D

Oh mann, so excited!

Just a quick note to say thank you to all of you who posted on my last (actual) entry. Your comments are really helping me get through this.

Love,

Isaac Josiah Lylas

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Yeyz Gym Class Heroes. ^^

Since I really have nothing to say about the events that happened from Friday to Sunday, I'm going to post what I posted on Craig's journal this morning.



Love. Hate. Comments/Concerns. Anon if you want.

( It's over... )

It's really over.

I think I'm dying.

( This is what I do after recording for almost 14 hours. )





ohkay. going to bed now...NOMNOMNOM >:D

Becky says:
umm Isaac I have to go eat supper now, but there's something I really want to talk to you about, but since I don't have time now I just want to tell you this.... God loves you a lot... and he made you the way you are on purpose... and that's how he wants you to be... and even if you do change he'll still love you... but I think you're pretty awesome the way you are...











awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. i love her. she's so sweet.

( and this is why I should stop getting so into roleplaying. )